I barely ate today

I’m not fasting today, and yet, all I’ve eaten was a couple of hotdogs. I think this is a good thing. It means that I didn’t go and stuff myself like usual. I just didn’t want it.

I think tomorrow starts another fast. I just don’t feel like food, and with all that I’m carrying around my middle, I’ve got energy to spare.

Let’s see what happens this week. Do I make it to Friday, or do I bail early? Do I learn something? Do I get to separate those lies from the truth that runs in my head about food?

I am going to move a lot of task items forward tomorrow, so I don’t have time to wait staring at my navel. I have to live my life while I move this puck to the next goal post.

Sorry about the out-of-place metaphors. Those were reminders to me that this is a moving train that I’m busy fixing the rails while feeding the furnace and minding the cargo.

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